Wednesday, May 18, 2011
Right now my cat is licking my head. Its kind of comforting in a way. She actually pays attention to me. Whatever. Ive been in a bad way for the past two weeks and it seems to have subsided for the moment. Ill take what I can. Bi polar is tough to deal with up down up down up down. The ups seem to be great but usually dont last long. The downs feel like they will never end and I dont have a reason to be here. Even for my family. Things dont matter. Ill take today for what it is and I made it through with a positive attitude. Not very often. It is what it is and thats what I can deal with today.