10-16

     I posted on twitter how I got a promotion at work. This is supposed to be a good thing by I dont feel as I deserve it.
     Just as soon as I get clear headed BOOM...... right back to the seat of addiction and depression. Im not complaining. This is just frustrating. Every day, over and over.
     Thank god for my family that stay and support me although they dont understand the things that are really in my mind.