6-29

     Well first day back at work since my hospital visit. I feel like crap but I need to get back to work. Spasms are slight but hurt. Pulled a bunch of muscles in my back so its gonna take time I guess. Crap happens.
     Dr. asked if I wanted to start another SSRI but im very nervous. Not right now. Enough meds for now. 2 Dex., Lamictal, and Valium. Just need to recover I guess.

6-27

Well Ive been out for 2 days and no convulsions. I had started to take Paxil. My Dr. started me out at 40mg. I have not taken any anti's for some time now. I have quite a high tolerance for just about anything. Anyway, Paxil and the 2 dextroamphetamines that I take did not mix well at all. I went to the hospital and ended up staying.  I began having tremors throughout my entire body. I shook on and off (mostly on) for 24 hours. Each time I would yawn I began to shake starting with my neck and traveling down my body. Of course one yawn does not come alone. Each one made it continue.

     Anyway, I just had to get this out. Its been a few days and I am still sore.  My back is killing me. I hope this is gone soon.